Siena's Frodo Poem thread

Frodo's Tortured Dreams



At night alone as the Ringbearer dreams
I can still hear the anguish in his tortured screams.
I wonder what he has seen to fear
what he has had to endure that brought him to tears.

What did he see that caused all of this?
What kind of demons in that black abyss?
A Balrog, a spider and maybe the Eye
are all to blame for his anguished cry.

I can only turn to him as a friend
and outstretch my hand to brind an end
to the dream that makes my heart wrend
to hear the deafening screams
that haunt Frodo's tortured dreams.

I can only stand back and watch him fight
and tremble inside to hide my own fright...
I wish I knew how to give him kind words
that would calm his fears once they were heard
but I know of nothing that could possibly be said
no magic words or spell comes no thought in my head
for the nightmares he has are sadly his own
but I can only pray my feelings for him are known.

I can only hope he knows that I am here
just a friend to help with a nameless fear
and be a shoulder to catch any fallen tears
and be a soft place to fall when the need is near.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson (c) 2-01-07

wow thats soo good

Thx, I'll even make a Michael thread LOL to keep them separate.

ya sure whatever you want !

Got both in there now and same w/ 2 pic threads LOL!

My Fallen Tears



If I came to you in frightened fear
would you rush to hold me near?
Would you dry my fallen tears?
Would you sing a song my heart would hear?

Would you understand why I was scared
and would it become too much to bear?
If I told you I felt like I knew you thru and thru
and felt you were a friend in true
would that be too much for you?

Would you think I was strange and insecure
if I told you that I felt so unsure
of who to trust in this fickled world
would you see a crazy mixed-up girl?

If I felt like I could barely stand
would you reach out and take my hand?
Would you let me walk with you across the land
and share your heavy task?
There isn't much that I would ask,
just understand me with a heart that's pure
and know that I see a friend in you for sure.

You may be small in stature
but your heart can move a mountain
you may feel downtrodden at sometimes
but to me you help me find the strength to climb
when I may become too weary
and when you cry my eyes get teary.
When you laugh my heart does soar
and when you smile clear to your eyes of blue
it makes me appreciate you that much more!

SienaJackson a/k/a Tami L. Cook (c) 1-06-2006
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Two Places, One Heart



I come from a different place than you
but the sky is the same color of blue.
I come from soemewhere where cars go zooming by
you come from somewhere where you might see a delicate butterfly
soaring on the wind and letting the world flutter on by.

You like to sped days reading underneath a tree or in it,
I spend my days thinking of you as I quietly sit
wondering if you know about me and how similar yet different we are.

I look into your eyes of blue and see the night sky reflected there.
I wonder what it was like in Mordor what you did have to go thru
and marvel how you lived on after that horrible scare.
I notice how the experience changed you too.

But inside we're the same you and me...
we both feel the same things and need for others to seee.
I Laugh
I love
I hope
I try
I hurt
I need
I fear I cry
and I know you do the same things too...
so we're really not that different,
me and you.

I hope you know that I don't mean to scare you
or make you think bad of me,
but I wnet thru my own terrors in my own kind of Mordor,
I too feel the weight of evil pressing in on me too,
it wasn't a ring that made the mark,
it was a person who came along and told me I was alone in the dark,
it may as well been that Evil Ring
for it was just as horrible of a thing...
so in so many ways we're similar
yet so different in appearance and place,
but I still see the same things in you
when I look upon your face.
I laugh
I love
I hope
I try
I hurt
I need
I fear I cry,
and I know you do the same things too
so we're really not that different,
Me and You.

Tami L. Cook (c) 1-26-2007
BASED ON COLLIN RAYE'S SONG, NO INFRINGEMENT MEANT!!!!
Just my own verse around the chorus of his song

If I Could Tell You...

If I could tell you just one thing,
I'd tell you of the happiness you bring.
I would tell you I love to hear you sing
soft romantic lullabyes all kinds of pretty things.

If I could tell you what scares me at night,
would it make you run away from me in fright?
Or would you hold me in your arms and make it seem alright?
Would you stay with me and pretect me till I felt the first sunlight?

If I could tell you what you mean to me
would you be afraid to see?
Would it make you think I was completely crazy?
Or would you understand the feelings running inside of me?

When I saw you going off to Mordor with that evil vile Ring
I could only pray you'd hear the song my heart did sing
the screams my mind did shout as you wrestled with that thing
the thing that Gollum so desired which left darkness lingering...

When you came back all safe and sound
I felt such joy as I danced around
but when you went away to the undying land my heart did pound
for I felt like I had lost a friend my heart had newly found.

If I could tell you how hard it was to let you go beyond the sea
would you only shake your head at me?
Or would you take me in your arms so reassuringly
that I could hold onto the love that passed between?
Would you forever remain there never to be seen?

I would tell you that I love you with all my fragile heart
and someday if you come back I hope we never part!

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson (c) 1-31-2007

Do You See Me From Afar? (For Frodo after he's gone to the West)

I remember the day you had to leave,
oh Frodo how my heart did greive,
I held onto you with a grip so tight,
unable to hold my tears from your sight
even tho you said I'd be alright.

I remember you holding onto me
as in your arms I trembled violently.
My screams echoed across the sea
they must have sounded horribly
like the cries of a wounded banshee.

You held me in your loving arms
promising I would be safe from harm
untill the day I could come with you there
and pick up the feelings that we shared.

The love in your eyes was shining bright,
tho you kept your tears from my sight.
How you did it I'll never know
but even when you went away I felt my love grow.

You can't possibly know what I feel
and I've never had the words to reveal
this ache in my heart that is still very real.
The feelings are there but they stay hidden from view
only to be shown when I return to you.

You sang to me as the sun was sinking
you must have known what I was thinking,
that next time I saw you would be a long time apart
and the miles between us would weigh on my heart.
So you hung on a bit tighter to my trembling form
and you told me you loved me before sailing home.

My cries echoed out across the land
and my knees were too weak to let me stand,
and that's when I knew you held my heart forever in your hand.

So I wonder if you see me from afar
when you look down from where you are?
Do you know it's me looking up at the stars?
In the night sky with it's velvety blue,
I try to find the star that reminds me of you
your blue eyes shining in my mind
bring me the peace I can't seem to find...
because of the sadness you accidentally left behind.

But when I look up from my place
I always picture your sweetly smiling face
and it gives me strength to run this race
and look forward to the day I feel your loving embrace.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson (c) 1-23-2007

Fighting For My Every Breath



I am in a dark place

the air is clinging to my face

I am scared

so very scared

I feel like there are terrors there

bad things dead things demons everywhere

I am suffocating falling in

I feel the decaying hand of death

I wake up terrified fighting for my every breath.

What do I do what do I do?

I hear myself cry out for you...

"Frodo, Frodo I NEED YOU!"

What do I do if you can't find me?

What do I do if I have nothing to remind me?

I feel the hands take me to the place

where demons dwell in fallen grace

what happens now when you are gone?

I don't think I can hold on

I can't climb out of this murky place

and I feel frightened tears streaking down my face.

I try to clutch at the One Ring

even tho I know it's an evil thing

but to put it on and disappear

might help me escape from this cold fear.

I feel my eyes fill up with tears

as a scary Shroudghost comes ever near.

The girl with no face appears to me

and the Shroudghosts gather to terrify me.

I feel this night I'll get no rest,

I feel cold terror in my chest!

A room looms near with a door to the dark

A stabbing fear pierces my heart

I wake, gasping for breath with a frightened start

and wish I had the light of Erendil to light the way

and I wish that you'd come back to stay

and bravely chase my fears away

and let me rest and wake to a better day.

I wish you could see me and hold my hand

because where you were I know you understand.

You've gone there and back again,

facing dangers that never end,

and yet to those in need you're still a friend...

so to you a prayer I send

that someday we'll meet face to face

and it will be in a happy place

where the sun shines bright on me and you

and I will thank you for being a friend in true.

I want nothing from you but friendship thru

and I will be a friend to you.

Tami L. Cook (c) 1-16-2007

I deleted myself from the one EW board I was on but joined EWN so I'm still on one board.

Are You Alone?

Do you walk in the dark all alone?
Do you cry when you're on your own?
Do you wish to talk to someone?

Are you alone?
Do you feel like the only one
and are you weary when the day is done?
Does the weight of the Ring feel like a hundred tons?
Do you feel cold with the setting sun?

Are you alone?
Do you cry at night?
Do you feel like you can't see the light
that there seems to be no end in sight?

Do you know that I am here?
I wish I could hold you near
and calm the everpresent fear
that must nearly bring you to tears.

I don't know how you feel
these are just questions that are real
I would ask you nothing to reveal
but I would only try to help you heal

for all the times I have seen you fight
for the love and goodness that are inside
and the evil of the Ring tries to make you hide
does it come and go like an ebbing tide?

Please don't think I am trying to read your mind
or put words into a situation that you would find
totally wrong and out of place,
I'm only going by the pain I see on your face
as you valliantly try to run this race.

I only wish I could take your hand
and be the shoulder you lean on to stand
as you struggle across the treacherous land
to Unmake that Evil cursed band.
My love is strong and I hope you understand.. .
You're not alone if you will let me take your hand.

Tami L. Cook (c) 2-10-2007

For Elijah Wood AND Frodo!





Would You Still Be My Friend?

If you could see me in the light
would you run away in fright?
Would you hide your eyes in pain
and never talk to me again?
If you could see me
would you still be my friend?

Would you still want to know me
when you found out all about me?
Would my defects and problems scare you away?
Would you still want to stay?

I don't mean to scare you or give you any grief,
but just to know you're not afraid fills me with relief.
I never meant to scare you with a picture of my face,
I don't want to feel like you'd hold me in disgrace
but I think you're cool if I may tell you so
and I only wanted to let you know...

You and Frodo make me smile
and while you might not understand
I'm just a girl who sees u thru eyes of more than a fan,
I see a friend and I would gladly take your hand

You are my idea of a "good guy", pretector white knight,
tho Frodo holds my heart in his hands tho not too tight...
I hear him sing to me when the day has turned to night,
and you standing guard against the things that give me fright
along with Michael Jackson who has always led the fight
are just outside the realm of my ever-wandering sight...

Frodo holds my heart but you could hold my hand
I hope you will still be my friend and try to understand,
I don't see u thru the eyes of a fan,
I hope I see someone who isn't scared of me
I know you're not a Superhero, it matters not you see,
I just hope someday you'll be a friend to me
and not feel scared or disgusted when you look at me.

You and Frodo are different ppl in my eyes
and some may not understand that,
this is strange to their eyes...
but it should be no suprise...

I hope that you could still be my friend
when the sun has set and the day had come to end...
so this rhyme of friendship I do send
for 2 ppl I hope I can call my friends.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson 2-17-2007

Funny dream about Frodo
Last night, I dreamed I was staning in line to get signed pics of Gandalf, Galadriel, Sam (who I'm not all that thrilled about) and FRODO! But when I get there, u have to buy the little pictures of them, so I give my coins to (who is taking the money) Gandalf who signed a pic and then I ask him how he didn't freeze in the snow scenes, and he laughs and said it wan't real snow. Then I get to Galadriel and notice Frodo and Sam have disappeared. I had said I'd go to Mom's work and color copy them so I could put the real ones away and show off the others and the one of Frodo would cure my 'Frolijah' disease. I begin to get upset and get an Athsma attack, holding up my camera and saying I want to get my picture w/ Frodo. He had been wearing a black/white checkered (Yuk) top and black jeans, but his hair was the same. She comes around the table and tries to calm me down and pretty soon, someone taps me on the shoulder, and when I turn around, there stands guess who! I smile cuz he is now dressed as himself. (It's not Elijah but really Frodo.) He tells me he knew I would want a picture w/ him.

"I got back into what I wore to Mordor so you'd know it was me." He says. "And just what is 'Frolijah' disease?" He laughs.

"I get dizzy, black out, or nauceous if I don't hear you sing." I tell him, turning all red in the face and hiding my head in my hands and he laughs.

"Well I'm afraid you'd be sadly disappointed, I'm a horrible singer." but the song 'Lips of an angel' comes on, and he sings it under his breath. I laugh and hide on his shoulder, and his friend makes a 'OMG!' expression and we go in the corner and take several pics of us w/ the digicam. Then he trades me a signed pic of his friend for the one I had that wasn't, and he signs one for me and gives me another piece of paper w/ it. My mom tells me we have to go and someone says:

"You're holdin' up the line there!" rather rudely. Frodo says he has to get back but to read what he gave me and do what it said. I ask him if he's Zanny and he says:

"Not infront of this many ppl." and he gets that way really quick to show me he can. I kiss him on the cheek and then we leave, w/ my heart pounding and him laughing. When I open up the paper, it is his address and way to get ahold of him, and a way for me to send him a copy of all the pictures.

Frodo looked like this in both dreams:




3 nights ago I had a dream that I was walking w/ Frodo down Main St. in Lebanon, my town, and we got stranded by the walk sign, so I said, "Come on, Frodo we can just go." and I thought he was behind me. He had an injection vial in his hand too. I go on and pretty soon I hear:

"Oh I'm gonna slap her upside the head when I'm not Zanny! Can someone teleport me up to KK where Elijah is?" and someone does. I am walking by Korner Kitchen, and Elijah steps out of the doorway and says:

"Hi! Where is Frodo? Did you slip your leash?" I laugh and say:

"No, I thought he was behind me, we got trapped by that walksign, so I said let's go, and I thought he was behind me." And then I feel/hear: 'POP!'

"WHY did you run away from me??" It's Frodo and I turn around and tell him:

"I didn't, the walksign was messed up, but I thought you were behind me." I feel/hear: 'POP!'

"Look me in the eye and tell me that!" and I do. Elijah takes the injection vial and injects me while we're talking, and he drives me and Frodo to where I'm going, to explain why we were late. Lij doesn't have as wide of eyes as Frodo...and he still hasn't added me to his myspace that I know of.

Elijah looked like this but not so dressed up LOL:

that second pic is hot !

I agree! He looks so good, I just hope he don't think I'm terrible!! LOL

why would he!!!!!

He still hasn't added me to myspace, probably saw that pic of me and when I said I lost 15 lbs and said I told him bc I thought of him as one of my fave ppl, he might have thought it was a turn off. I tend to do that.

sienna dont think like that!!!!

I would hope I'm wrong tho!

you so are girl

Good...I hate thinking someone I like doesn't like me LOL!

Siena, I hate it when you lower yourself like that... You are so beautiful inside and out sweetie!

I wish I knew if he really did run that myspace tho, then I would know if I had reason to worry. I hope he don't think I'm a stocker like that woman on Dr. Phil who e-mailed JZ 250x/day!!

Just to be safe sienna take it that its NOT him... you know what..im gona try and find from an official source

I honestly doubt it would be him... With the time schedule he has... I went on the IMDB ( International Movie Data Base) and just for 2007 he's got 3 movies in. One in post prpduction (done filming), One filming right now and another one coming in Production so... I really doubt this guy has time to have a My space account...


The person that blocked you... Is a phony... Trust me I know enough of this business...

I don't know if he blocke me I been afraid to go on. I put a friend request in and waited, then no word, then I did it again, and no word yet so I don't think I go on there again, it's in my faves...I hope he ain't mad, I didn't wanna make him mad, I want to meet him AND Frodo!! I need to find a factory where they make Zanny ppl, then I can make both Michael and Frodo, make Frodo as tall as EW LOL!

The Love In My Heart~To Michael Jackson AND Frodo



The love in my heart burns bright

like a flame in the night,

for the two of you who protect me in the night

you watch over me to see that I am alright...

it's difficult I know

but I hope that the love I show

will feel the warmth and grow.



I can't always express the way I feel

but the love in my heart is all too real,

it makes me upset when people say

"Oh you'll never meet them!"

and I say I will one day!



The love in my heart is there it's true,

even tho I am apart from both of you.

One is in a sunny place with lights and shiny things

the other's in a dark place where they made evil rings...

but the two of you hopefully will know

the happiness your love brings.



The love in my heart is as big as the sky

and I promise you this~it will not die

for love is a fragile yet solid thing

that lets even the most delicate heart open up and sing.

I hold you both close as I have from the start,

and I hope you both feel the love in my heart.



Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson (c) 2-25-2007

My Heart Will Find You



In the darkness of the night
I try so hard to find you
as you lay waking
soul a-quaking
feel the evil ring's power bind you

I wish I could hold onto your hand
needing to make you understand
let my love surround and feed you
and show you that I need you

Let my heart hold onto you
for I feel the love so true
that lies inside your shadowed heart
I felt it grow from the start
it once began as a tiny spark
and became a fire in the dark

I need you
I want you
I need your soft touch
for my heart is aching
I love you so much

To see you
to feel you
to hear your soft voice
my heart cries out
for I make a choice
to love you
to hold you
to let my heart find you
and banish the evil that binds you

To utter your name
only kindles the flame
let not your heart be burdened with blame
for even the mightiest men
fell in the battle that you overcame.

My heart will find you and hold you there
my touch will tell you how much I care
for if I can't see you in midday's glare
if I can't feel you in the cool evening air,
my heart will find you no matter where
the evil ring has led you...here or there

Tho the ring tries hard to bind you
the love in my heart seeks to find you
because I will stand beside you
untill the evil thing is done
untill the race you're in is won
then maybe love can have it's way
and we can be together as one
walking outside in the golden sun
sitting under a tree
a book in your hand as you read to me
or walking along a beach with golden sand
letting the wind swirl around us
as you hold my hand.

Wherever you are whereever you go,
my heart will softly speak your name, "Frodo"
Wherever you are no matter how far
I wish for your love on the Evening Star.
Your perfume lingers on the air
remembering the touch of your kiss lingering there.
My heart has found you
and I let my love surround you.

Tami L. Cook (c) 3-17-2007

Take Me With You



I'm sitting here wishing I could be
wherever you are
seeing what you see...
I'm wondering now if you think of me.

I want to go with you to the place called Valinor
I want to be with you forevermore
I felt so alone when they all went away
and I still feel alone even today
now with you gone it grieves me so much
My heart cries: Frodo I need your soft touch
I need to know you understand
to feel your presence when I reach for your hand...

I need to know if you ever see me
from the place you are wherever that may be
does it make you as sad as it does me
knowing we're so far apart?
The distance weighs so heavy on my heart
Do you know I loved you from the start
when you came to me in that mystical dream
I couldn't believe how real it did seem
I saw your blue eyes shining at me
I saw only love reflected in their deep blue sea
I saw your true soul staring at me
I thought of how special you really must be
to come in the night in a dream to someone like me...

I know I'm not special I've done nothing grand
I don't know if I can make you understand
but I only hope that when I reach for your hand
to give you a shoulder to lean on
and the strength to help you stand
that you do the same for me
tho I know not whether you see...
you've been my friend
from the beginning
and I want to be the same for you
right thru to the end...

Frodo, I need you to hear my words true
all I ask is this, please take me with you
I can't begin to know what you went thru
but I know the wounds of the journey weigh on you.
It's almost too much for one sould to bear
and I wish I could have been with you,
some of your burden I would share.

I would gladly give you all I have and more
if you would just take me with you
to the place called Valinor
I want to be with you no matter how long
I'd let my heart sing the sweetest of songs
just to know I was with you would help me live on
knowing you were happy would let my heart soar
if I was with you in Valinor
Please take me with you
for I love you true
I find myself lost in your eyes oh so blue
I only want you to know
just how much I love you
and love will but grow
in the days that will be
I'll truly be happy when I'm with you
and love becomes one
from what once was two.
All I ask is this from me to you
Frodo, I need you,
please take me with you.

Siena Iman Vaisa Jackson (c) 4-2-2007